Brothers & SIsters,
You have spent more than enough time trying to untangle the spaghetti that is your thoughts and dreams. It is about time that you start making decisions and moving forward with your life. Enough of the chit-chat, make your move. Might it be the wrong move? Absolutely. But it also could be the best wrong move you ever made. And that is something important to realize.
You can always correct wrong moves. That is one of the best gifts of life. Learn from it and make another move. As long as you're thinking about each one and are confident in that next step you never need to feel sad something you just did. Stop looking out over the cliff and just jump my friends. Your faith, your friends, and your family will always be there to be your parachute.
How many of us get stuck in the would have's and could have's of life? If your answer was far too many of us, then you were correct. Make your move my friends, embrace it, love it, own it, and be better for it.